After a moment of indecision at 2:00 in the morning, I am writing this blog to say that I have no idea what I am doing. I am writing to say that I don't know what truth is. I have so many questions and the only people I talk to have only the answers that I've had since before I was born. As much as I would like to turn to them for an arm to lean on, I fear that that would only cause me to walk away completely.
I don't want to post this realizing that some will read it and either take offense or will turn around and do the one thing I fear most.
This post is just a way to get it out, a chance to verbalize the internal struggle.
I am looking for something, I just don't know what and it is pulling me in every direction.
God, why must I go through this?
After reading this, please, do not confront me unless it is done online. As I write this I am at a very delicate point and I feel that if anyone were to approach me on this I would not act appropriately. Thank you.
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The effects of wave-riding
Fighting through the waves of life brings its ups and downs and even after making it to dry land there is still the effects of the ride. Hopefully the effects of my ride through life's waves are a blessing to you.
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I love you. I miss you. and have been thinking about you a lot. Lets talk about walks in the road in the moonlight. . . and anything else that you would like. but Let's talk. . .
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